Vouloir-chan

I recently started looking into this new counter culture.  I won't disclose it in any fashion though.  I merely want to talk about those people who shun those years in high school.  I just find it funny that some people believe themselves so much higher that they can speak down to some as if they have a place up above them.  If you want to dress up in some fashion and want to fun around in a dreamland for a few years, go ahead.  Everyone needs that, hell, I still need that.  Because one day the world will punch you in the face and you will realize it's back to reality with you.  I see no wrong in enjoying a cross culture as long as you better

Well, things lately have been...tough.  I've gone through some things I would have hoped to never go through, and hope never to know of anyone who goes through them like I did.  I seriously was hurt more then I have ever been hurt by someone before, and I hate MYSELF for it...for some reason.  I blame myself even though I...know I shouldn't.  I feel like I just..like a part of my life that was good, was taken, burned, and stomped on in front of my.  A part of my life that's an equivalent to a beautiful piece of art I created with years and effort.  I..am slowly getting better but I'll never be able to forgive the person for what they did, nor

Decided to do commissions.  I decided it after a lot of my friends requested them.  20 bucks a pop, full body graphite or photoshop.  What the hell I guess.  -sigh-  Other then that I feel drained.  My life seems to be taking a plunge into drama, my own life, as well as my friends around me have been taken into the sickness of it, and it's chipping away at me slowly, not only that, but the stress is eating at my spine and back like crazy.  Life seemed to be getting okay for a while and then all this starts up again.  It's so hard to deal with drama, i usually am so good to keep out of it, I hate stirring up shit and thus try to remain calm.