Well, things lately have been...tough. I've gone through some things I would have hoped to never go through, and hope never to know of anyone who goes through them like I did. I seriously was hurt more then I have ever been hurt by someone before, and I hate MYSELF for it...for some reason. I blame myself even though I...know I shouldn't. I feel like I just..like a part of my life that was good, was taken, burned, and stomped on in front of my. A part of my life that's an equivalent to a beautiful piece of art I created with years and effort. I..am slowly getting better but I'll never be able to forgive the person for what they did, nor will I be able to forgive myself for allowing it to happen.. I just am thankful for the people there for me, and a few people in particular that made everything I went through easier. Especially Michael, so if your reading this know that I couldn't have gotten through it like I did without you, so don't ever think otherwise. And even though I have a hard time saying it, I love you, very much, and am so happy to share the time I have with you, and however long it will last after this point.

OTHER THEN THAT. I drewdid a picture. Indeed, I have finally completed a piece of worked, granted it fails are photo quality as of now for I have no scanner to use because of moving issues, and thus resorted to taking an out of focus image with my horrendously pink camera my father gave me. I am actually very proud of my new piece, and ALL bloody hell, the hair, took hours... I realize...why I don't draw such long hair..Yet, the outcome of the piece was...very successful, I'm very proud of myself after not having drawn in a huge extense of time.

Went to ACEN, had fun, spent time with friends, dyed my hair black/green. Things are...slowing down, dreading for going home, as well as welcoming it. I hopefully will be drawing more though.. Oh, still doing commissions though, am working on one for 60$, so that money will be nice.

Just needed to express some things. Signing off.

-Vou